It is done

2019 was almost just about tears and rejection, letting go people, and building solitude. I did not imagine the year to be the season of growing apart with those i pictured myself spending life with. I felt pain way too much that it came to a point where i can feel no more. We almost fell off of the cliff but i am delighted we did not.

We survived.

Grace, you made me proud. To those times when i thought you’d choose defeat over trying at least, to those sad yet fulfilling moments that i saw you finally sat down and stopped from chasing people, and to those hours you decided to kneel down and pray. I admire the bravery you showed through the days. You, waking up and being grateful still, even you slept with a great void asking not to give you a new day, was what made my heart smile.

Where were you when you needed yourself? Love, allow yourself to feel. To pause. To continue. That’s how we fight battles – through you. It’s time to give yourself more time. How thankful i am that we had a chance to talk. Let’s do this more often.

The start of your 2020 is already wonderful, let us rock this together!